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Kushwave Forever

by However

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On the bus everyday I prayed until my stop fingers crossed so I'd go untouched Scared when double dared to say a swear just enough to keep this little mama's boy's mouth shut Grab a tuft of my hair to coax a swear cause bullies know that "fucking shit's" a couple follicles deep You had me beat Then I muttered something like "your mom" but I was wrong You corrected me with five firm fingers and a palm It's harmful to your pride when your mother sees you cry And you go into your room and hide for hours Hoping that your dad don't see the handprint on your tear-soaked cheek My ma raised me not to say a swear I did it anyway because it made me feel so good Screaming "holy shit!" when you stabbed the can of soda with a letter opener “Hold it steady this won't hurt" Throwing swears and hook at my left arm No cause for alarm it's just your white trash charm Eating welfare dinners in the stairwell Splinters of the memory still exist like how you chased me round the lake with sticks I woke up to the cries my mother told me yours had died And though you ruined half my childhood I felt for you and couldn't help but wonder why She went and drowned herself at the bottom of the lake that you chased me round with sticks
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Sigh 02:40
It's like those Smoky Mountain drives Cheeks painted shades of pink that only those roads could render It's like yellow balloons swelling as they climb Like driving with the windows down in late November It's like climbing trees in winter when you're high Like fragile fading trails from shallow breaths of an ember It's like that seldom felt relief following a sigh Like driving with the windows down in late November
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sleepinin 02:35
“Once you lose sleep it's gone” Someone told me that I know it's true So I skip class and sleep until noon 'Cause going to sleep drunk Is like Tying cement blocks to your feet And shuffling your way Into a lake Sometimes I only get out of bed Because skipping work Is a lot harder of a thing to come up With an excuse for And sometimes When I don't show up somewhere I let it go Unspoken Once you lose sleep it's gone I'm a dick I don't let it go Unless money's involved I guess But I throw away the money I pay for school For breakfast at noon And a three hour nap before I go out later Four hours Before I Turn off my alarm
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Tuesdays and two-for-one Arizonas in the summer Make me want To say something dumb like “kushwave forever” But I feel fall coming, and as much as I love the weather I'm worried Cause this time last year Deerhunter leaked and I never wanted to leave that basement scene I wanted to go back longer than I was ever there It's gone I used to stay up as late as I could to see how dark the rings underneath my eyes could get all for that

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released June 3, 2013

Lyrics and music by However
Engineered and mastered by Julia Chojnacki

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The 90s, but better.

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